job hair feb snoop

Today my job actually went by pretty fast. I think it helped to eat lunch earlier, because then I wasn't counting the minutes until I could put the gurgling hunger pains to rest, because I had been eating really late, like not til 2 or 2:30! Which is especially late for a girl that only drinks coffee for breakfast. I also think I will have 4 move ins for February, which will be an extra $200+ buckeroos para mi. Thank god, lord knows I need it. I hate how fast the time flies by when I get home from work too. Eat some food, watch a tv show, drink some wine, check the email/blogs/facebook/etc. and all of a sudden it's 10pm and I need to be to bed by 12 if I don't want to die in the morning. Basically I get 5 hours of free time after work, and it just doesn't seem like enough to get everything done.

I also really need to get my hair colored/cut, but I also am trying to grow it out and wish I could afford some extensions so I don't have to wait for it to grow. And color doesn't fade out of extensions either :P. Bah.

Things I'm happy about for the month of February: my bff Leah moves into my apartment building 2 doors down from me (SO EXCITING, you don't even know... it will be like having a roommate without having to have a roommate), Chris Koza concert on <3 day, the return of Heroes, and having like 5 good books to read.

Also, I didn't watch the Superbowl. Drop it like it's hot.

long time no blog

I have reverted to my previous blog habits... as in I haven't blogged in forever. But here I am, I'm back kids! And I have a gi-normous update for you. I should be showering right now, because I'm about to go out to lunch with the Mikey Mike, but I just don't feel like it. So I will be dirty for lunch. It will be ok. My hands are clean ;) So where did I leave off? Ahh, in December. So here are the major events that have happened since then:

December 23rd: Sister Robyn finally returned from her travels! Very very very exciting to have her back. Needless to say I missed her, and I am glad she is here :)

The Holidays: Basically they kicked my ass. With all the hoopla of the sister being back in town, and then her boy being here, and then the family events & holidays I got wiped out and exhausted, which leads into New Years.

New Years Eve: I managed to get NYE and day off from Azia. Not sure how. But after December holidays I was not in a good place and it was not my best New Years. It started off really fun, but ended in annoyance and me feeling like I never wanted to be around people again ever. So for the first week in Jan. I took a people break.

And the latest news in January? I got a day job! I am now a 'leasing consultant' for 'Crossroads at Penn' apartments in Richfield. I just finished my first week. It seems like it will be a good thing, but the waking up early thing is destroying me. Also, I was sick all week and ODed on cold meds and am just now beginning to feel like a normal person again. Boo. Also, I turned 25 on January 19th. I had my quarter century crisis way back in October though so it was all good. The only thing that kind of sucked was I was sick for the celebrations.

So that is what's new with me. Sorry this was not told in a very interesting manner, but I am out of practice! I think what happened is that I've just started texting Leah all my random thoughts instead of blogging about them. Oh yeah, also, I got an iphone and I am addicted to it. <3 <3 <3 Peace, love, & kittens :)

dream a little dream of me

Lately I have been having so many dreams. Really vivid, I think they're actually happening dreams. But then I'll wake up and I'll only remember them for the fleeting few moments of time between sleep and wakefulness, then they'll be gone. Only the feelings I had while dreaming linger. So for the past week I've woken up feeling extremely happy, satisfied, in love, but then sometimes extremely sad, depressed, and insufficient. It's awesome when I am dreaming a happy dream, but not so great when I wake up sad. Sometimes it's hard to shake the feeling off. Anyway, 2008 is winding down. Sister Robyn gets home on the 22nd, super excited! Glad I will get to finish off the year with her :) That's all for now. <3

happy holidays from me & the girls

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i hate comcast

Omg. My cable and internet are messed up. Again. For those of you that are not aware, I have had a series of technical problems ever since returning from Colorado. First my internet was out plus my battery had basically blown up or something. Then my hard drive basically crashed. Got that fixed, but then had to reload all of my stuff on which took forever since I had to find where all my old discs went, etc. My internet had been spotty since then and it is now apparently not working again. So stay tuned for actual updates, but it's hard when your computer & internet aren't working :P

holla atcha blog

Ok, so I fell off again and it's been forever since I've written anything on here. I did so well March - July, but after all the Lolla hoopla I really never got back into it. Granted I was really busy in August and September due to moving and job switching, but after that I don't have much of an excuse except for being mildly depressed for a while. But anyhoo, it doesn't matter cuz here I am! Back in action, watch out!!

So for those of you that can't keep up, I work at Azia now. I half love half hate it. My depression before was somewhat due to thinking I needed a 'real' job, but I don't think that's the case anymore. Now my goal is just to create something in my down time so I am doing something productive and that I like to do rather than just... I don't know partying all the time or something, ha. There's nothing wrong with being a server. It's a lifestyle I enjoy, so all you 9-5ers can suck it. Me likey. Well, I'd likey more if Azia wasn't so hellish sometimes, but sometimes it's really fun too, so whatev. I still job hunt every day, but I don't know how I actually feel about making the big switch to a day job. Generally speaking tho, I feel like I'm in a lot better place than I was in in my more melancholy blogs as of late.

Regarding other aspects of my life, I still have a terrible knack of meeting boys either with girlfriends or ones that are just getting out of really long term relationships and so they are thus in no position to be hanging out with me, because I just can't deal with that emotional bs. Well, I mean it's not bs, I understand where they are coming from, but I'm not one for hanging out and then having to wait while you cry after we kiss, because you aren't ready yet :P Haha. And anyway, I have about 10 crushes at any given time, so I guess it doesn't really matter.

Regarding friends, there are some friends I haven't seen for a while that I need to make a point of reconnecting with. There are new friends from work that are very fun, in fact I have poker night with work friends tonight. Wish me luck!! Other friends I know are depressed and I finally said something today, but I'm not sure if it went over very well. They said they would be fine, but I don't know. I mean, I know they will be, but I think it's about time they snapped out of it even if it's little baby steps to not sitting around and moping all the time.

I am craving bennihana and really need to get there for lunch sometime soon when it's cheap. Mmmm, shrimp sauce...

I was thinking about canceling my gym membership since I haven't been there in months, but now I realized I'm getting fat and with the holiday season coming, I think I need to meet with a personal trainer so they can make a workout plan for me that's efficient instead of me just blundering around doing 30 minutes of cardio and some random weights. Also, my insurance will kick back in if I go a lot and it will be cheaper. And there is a tanning booth. Woot!

My kittens are still adorable as ever, but Yumi is stinky today and I really want to give her a bath, but I just don't think I have the energy for it. I need to convince someone to help me. Any takers??

And I guess that's it for now. Peace & love y'all.

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