Thursday, September 4, 2008

glum

Today I feel lethargic and kind of depressed. I have a feeling it's mostly to do with the weather. Summer is really basically over. This year I feel like once summer is over, so is my life. Not really, but the end of all the fun and games. It doesn't even have to be that way if I could just find a goddamn job. I feel like that would be the end of all my problems (sort of) and rejuvinate me about life. I'm sick of serving. I just applied for another server/bartender job, but I am not excited about it. At all. In fact, I kind of hope I just don't get it. Which is dumb, because if I can't find a day job I'm going to need an additional job besides Stella's. Aaagghhh. BOO URNS.

In not so pessimistic news, New Kids on the Block released their CD which made me happy <3 <3 <3 :). Ha. One good thing about summer being over means everyone is releasing their fall lines which means the return of plaids and I love plaids. Not that I have money to buy any of it, but it's nice to have it around again. That's all for now. Ciao ciao.

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