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Sooo tiiirreedd... can't sleeeepppp.......

arriba!

I just tried to watch CSI: Miami, which I DVRed, but somehow the whole thing recorded with Spanish dubs. That's effed up.

thoughts for monday

I love waking up surrounded by my kittens...

I may be giving up on the herbal remedies-- not because they don't work, but because the pills are so damn big and I have to take so many of them. Come June, I'm still going to try the bee pollen thing, because that's a once a day kind of thing. These other guys are like 2 or 3 pills 2 or 3 times a day. Too much!!

Also, there are WAY too many people doing laundry today. Who does laundry on a Monday?! Aren't people with real jobs supposed to do that crap on Sundays or something?

Speaking of jobs, I wish I worked at mine more. :P

Happy Monday folks.

omg, it's *still* snowing

Hmm... looks like I won't be working on the patio tonight. Cuz, OMG, it's *still* snowing.

omg, it's snowing

Did I just say spring was here??? Cuz, OMG, it's snowing.

herbal remedies trial day 1

Ahhh, spring is in the air! Tight little buds are appearing on trees, grass is getting greener, and pollen is floating around on the air currents fertilizing with a vengeance. And thus, I am a sneezing, snot nosed, red eyed, itching, burning mess. Seasonal allergies are killing me.

Yesterday my day consisted of movies, books, sneezing, blowing my nose, and trying to not itch my eyes. Claritin only works half the time, benadryl makes me fall asleep, and Claritin D makes me feel drunk and like I'm walking through a dream, only the dream is my life.

I HATE taking medication. I feel like there are so many extra unnatural chemicals that I end up putting in my body that I really don't want there. (This coming from a cigarette smoking, processed food eating girl sounds crazy and illogical, but it's true.) And so, in an attempt to not fill my body with even more crap than I already do, I've decided to try some natural remedies.

Natural remedy #1: Stinging Nettle
This is to help with nasal allergy symptoms. Strangely enough, nettles are high in histamine molecules, but it works anyway.

Natural rememdy #2: Quercetin
Quercetin is a bioflavonoid found in yellow onions, garlic, citrus fruit, and buckwheat. Quercetin and other bioflavonoids like luteolin inhibit the release of histamine from mast cells. I think you need to have this build up in your system, so I should have started taking it 6 weeks ago, but oh well. I'm also not sure if these will work together in harmony or not, but I guess we'll find out.

Unfortuantely, I already have taken both benadryl AND claritin today, but I am now starting the daily dosage of natural remedies and plan to use only these in the future if possible. I will keep you posted on how well they work. In June, I'm going to attempt to use bee pollen to build up my immunity for the fall allergy season so long as I'm not allergic to it, ha. Cool hippy guy at the herbal store I went to said he suffered from seasonal allergies for YEARS, and then he started using bee pollen and has not had a problem since.

So wish me luck kids, because my quality of life during allergy season is not so hot.
Word up.

sealed with a kiss!

purple paradise

Hey guess what?!

My hair is purple. Well not TOTALLY purple, but purpley.

dreams & love, love & dreams

I just woke up from a dream where in the dream I was really intensely in love with this guy. I was sitting on a couch in some random basement apartment and we were with all his friends just hanging out and he was sitting in a chair across from me. And I must have been in the process of kind of waking up because in the dream, but it also seemed like in reality, I was thinking how weird it was to be in love again, but then I realized that the love was kind of one sided because I noticed this guy was not noticing me at all and then I started to get kind of sad. And then I really looked at him and in my half awake half sleeping state I realized the guy I loved was not even the guy that I thought he was and this feeling was even odder because in my lucid mind I realized who the guy was in reality which did not match up to who the guy was in my dream... and thus I realized that I was starting to wake up and I wanted to fall back asleep and rehave that feeling of being in love even if he didn't love me as much as I loved him, because it still felt good, but you can't make yourself fall in love, you just fall. And this is the weird dreamy thing that just happened to me, because I took a really late evening nap...

free at last!!

Ahhh, free at last! Well, kind of. Last Friday was my last day at Red Lobster. My coworkers all said,"Oooh sad! This is so sad!!" and thus I had to keep my elation at being done to a minimum, ha. Also, I more or less quit my graphics "job". I know in my last blog I said it was about to take off, which it may be, but in looking at my life I discovered, because of that job I was a. stressed out b. had no free time to pursue projects of my own and c. feeling constantly as if we were at the brink of something great, but it would never quite come to fruition.

Now it's strange, because I have TONS of free time! I'm so used to having to schedule everything in my life so rigidly, and now I'm kind of out of sorts. Although, I do have a bunch of projects I'm getting ready to work on. It is just an odd feeling to not *have* to work on them if I don't want to.

In other news, my little Jen Bunny was in Mpls last weekend! SO much fun!! Six shots and a drink later, we were noraebonging til 4 in the morning!



Also, Yumi got a new bed that looks like a turquoise flower, and she really digs it.



Funny, but slightly gross story, my kitten Sia ate part of a cat toy and so I had to pull a string out of her butt. Soon after destringing her butt, I discovered she herself had tried to remove the string and I was lucky enough to have poop smeared on my carpet. I love my little darlings :)